You are waiting for God because you are waiting for 'other'.
But he is never showing up.
If you are not looking for God as 'other', than what do you see?
Stop putting God in the 'other' place. And now where is God?
Mind cannot breathe here. It needs to go to 'other', for the sense of other sustains mind.
Mind cannot see God and live as mind, therefore mind makes a caricature of him. Him is not him. Him is not her. Him is not 'you' as you.
If you take yourself to be a person, you also are 'other'.
Don't touch 'other' and there is no problem.
Don't touch 'other' and there is no time.
There is neither separation nor union in the Truth. Why should there be union When separation never happened? I don't know who hears my words. I have been waiting to say them. Maybe tonight God wants to hear. Maybe God has been satisfied with the play of 'I' and 'other' for a while but tonight he says, "I have had enough of that game. There are no 'others' now." You try and figure out the rest. - Mooll White Fire 287
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